Are you good enough?
This month I am winning. I am up to speed with all my commitments, I have paid everyone & had some great reviews. I am tweaking & finalising a book that has been on the back burner for ever, I am up to speed with the taxman, I’m happy with my progress & I am busy creating new dreams & targets to keep me busy for some time yet.
You can’t change the chapters that have gone, you can though write a better ending.
Myself & the husband are getting on famously, we have holidayed with the family & been in contact with those who we haven’t been able to see, I should be feeling on top of the world yet I still wake up feeling like I have dropped the ball, that I’m not quite good enough, that any day soon I will be found out & it will all crash down around me.
I’ve discovered that many empaths or any one on a spiritual path tend to have this lingering doubt that hangs around in the shadows, always ready to tell us we are not good enough, not working hard enough, unfortunately for a lot of sensitive people that is just the way it is.
As you can tell from my pages my saving grace is the Tarot, the 78 pasteboards of wisdom that reflect a totally different reality to the one that my unattended subconscious can concoct if left to it’s own devices.
Life can’t be all unicorns & rainbows, we need some challenging times to set off the brilliant, joyful successes that we experience on the rollercoaster of life. Rewrite your script today, take a small step to changing your story, don’t allow the negativity to creep in. You can’t change the chapters that have gone, you can though write a better ending.